Benecol!!!

For the past year I have been fighting with my High cholesterol. I was put on some statin drugs that all inflamed my liver, was pushing 10x above normal liver enzymes levels. To top that I was also on some other medications that can bother your liver. So, my doc was more concerned about my high cholesterol and was going to take me off my other meds if my liver stayed inflamed. She also wanted me to get get an ultrasound of my liver to make sure that there was not other reasons of my inflamed liver. She kept switching my Statin drugs to see if that would help, it did not. On the 11th hour of an ultrasound I quit my Statin drugs and didn't tell my doc. I knew that it was that drug that was messin with my liver. Well they took one last blood test and WOW my enzymes went down! Imagine that! BUT now my cholesterol is going to go up again right people?!? Well I chose to try this stuff called Benecol. Ate the recommended amount a day and, well 6 weeks later I have gone from 257 down to 194! I am so happy with this spread. It tastes kinda funny when you first start eating it but you get used to it after a few times. My ex's father uses it too and his is good too. So, if you don't want to or cant afford Statin drugs give Benecol a try. I did and I'm glad I did!

Proof is in the pudding

I really need to remember to proof-read my writing. I'm crappy at: writing, typing and spelling

Got to do another survey today. This one was rockin! Got paid to watch an episode of Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Then just answered a few questions and bank man, bank!

Didnt sleep last night, tired all day and now cant sleep tonight.

Bloody hand

A friend of mine called me today and gave me the low down on her marriage. In a nut shell they got in a big fight, he told her that their wedding was a sham and he married her because he felt sorry for her. Took their nice wedding picture, smashed it and began stabbing it with a pair of scissors. During their fight in what I can say is a momentary laps of judgment she took a butchers knife and slashed her wrist deep. So, she spent some time in the hospital getting stitched up. I have known her for years and that she was a tad bit left off center but never thought that she would go that far. Well, just talked to her about her incident and she is playing it off as drama. I'm concerned, drama should not go that far.

One that that came out of this that is rather humorous. After she cut herself. She had a sudden realization that "holy crap WTF did I do" . She grabs her arm and tries to hold the wound shut, her husband tosses her the phone and tells her to call 911! She exclaims "I cant, I'm holding my arm closed". Yes, I know we should not take light of this situation but its just kinda funny with the phone tossing en all.

David Crockett

I was just watching the video of David Crockett attempting to walk out of the ash filled air on May 18,1980. I would like to say that that is one tuff guy. I would probably of laid down and just died. Anyhow like I was saying I was watching the video and started to laugh. Why? Cuz when I saw that video for the first time I was 8 yrs old and for some reason me and my brother thought the heavy breathing was funny and were reenacting the video in our home. My mother was not amused at all and would yell at us with the usual motherly guilt trip lectures. It's one of those forgotten memories that just pops in your head.

Lets waste bandwidth

Meah I figured I have not put anything on in a few days so I will waste some bandwidth. Bla bla bla communism.

Oh hay I know what I can do. I have been trying to get my friends to check out this website and they are all blowin me off, da bastards! So if anyone comes across this and plays FPS's or RTS's go to http://www.purepwnage.com. The first episode is kinda lame but the rest are funny as hell! Girls is funny just cuz its from a chicks POV. Go watch them I can wait.................BAM HEADSHOT!! Ok, if you actually downloaded it you would be laughing right now ya n00b!

Movie quote, easy one to boot!

Randy : Can I get you something?
Second Jive Dude : 'S'mofo butter layin' me to da' BONE! Jackin' me up... tight me!
Randy : I'm sorry, I don't understand.
First Jive Dude : Cutty say 'e can't HANG!
Jive Lady : Oh stewardess! I speak jive.
Randy : Oh, good.
Jive Lady : He said that he's in great pain and he wants to know if you can help him.
Randy : All right. Would you tell him to just relax and I'll be back as soon as I can with some medicine?
Jive Lady : Jus' hang loose, blood. She gonna catch ya up on da' rebound on da' med side.
Second Jive Dude : What it is, big mama? My mama no raise no dummies. I dug her rap!
Jive Lady : Cut me some slack, Jack! Chump don' want no help, chump don't GET da' help!
First Jive Dude : Say 'e can't hang, say seven up!
Jive Lady : Jive dude don't got no brains anyhow! Hmmph!

Damn Monkey on My Back

First off I have turned back on comments. Be warned you can make any comments against me the writer, but you may not argue with each other or even remotely refer to peoples names.

I am an addict, my addiction is powerful, I have been hooked for over 20+ years. It makes you look ugly and goofy when you do it. Rumors even say that it may cause cancer. Your hands look gross, and while you do it a voice in the back of your head says you gotta quit man. Its more easy to get than illegal/legal drugs, I can never get away from it. Everywhere I go it follows me, beckons me, calls to me. I hate myself everyday for doing it! I am, a nail bitter! I sometimes think I may have Onychophagia which is an obsessive-compulsive disorder. I fight this everyday but never seem to win.

Blea

Well, I had/having a nasty migraine. I get them from time to time what is odd is that this one is different that the usual kind I get. What spooked me was for a little over an hour I was having nasty bout of eye wobbles. My vision went to shit in other words. That's all I really feel like saying so have a good one peeps.

What was I thinking

Why should I stop writing when she cant even stay honest with me. I got some good stuff but I gave my word that I would be respectful, so you folks are gonna have to use your imaginations!

Other news just watched Ali G indahouse its just a fun dumb movie, wanna check it out Ali G indahouse! If ya ever made fun of wannaB gangsaz, politicians, or British people watch it. I got to see it for free on Stars on demand.

I finally tried C2 by Coke. Not that bad. I guess if I want a low sugar drink and don't mind chugging some Aspartame its a good drink. I'm just happy that Shasta now sweetens their diet sodas with Splenda. Good stuff I say, and way better for you than that aspartame of course in a few years they will tell us that it will phuk you up just as good as the other but hay ignorance is bliss right?

Odd dates wrong on this puppy!
Got it I used the edit feature on a saved post. Booya!

long break

I have blocked comments, and wont be posting for some time. I thought that expressing my feeling both good and bad would be good. But, it has caused more problems and caused more people to become upset with me and others.

Thanks for reading

Survey Says!

Surveys are fun specially when your getting paid to do them. What is even better than that, games! What's better than that, getting paid to play them. Dats right I got a survey to play a game and tell them what I thought. It was a SIM game for a ski resort. Id say that it was cool enough to play and if I was into SIM games Id be hooked. Played it for about 1.5 hrs and made most of my people happy and was drawing in some bankage!

I have been doing paid surveys for about two years now. I don't get that many maybe 3-5 a month and most are a couple of bucks but hay its ads up and once a year I can get something kewl on ebay or something.

Useless knowledge: Moon dust can cause cancer.

Swiped text

Riped this off someone elses blog
http://dicksonnathan.blogspot.com/2004/11/monkey-business.html

Start with a cage containing five monkeys. In the cage, hang a banana on a string and put a set of stairs under it. Before long, a monkey will go to the stairs and start to climb towards the banana. As soon as he touches the stairs, spray all of the monkeys with cold water. After awhile, another monkey makes an attempt with the same result. Pretty soon, when any monkey tries to climb the stairs, the other monkeys will try to prevent it.

Now, turn off the cold water. Remove one monkey from the cage and replace it with a new one. The new monkey sees the banana and wants to climb the stairs. To his horror, all of the other monkeys attack him. After another attempt and attack, he knows that if he tries to climb the stairs, he will be assaulted.

Next, remove another of the original five monkeys and replace it with a new one. The newcomer goes to the stairs and is attacked. The previous newcomer takes part in the punishment with enthusiasm.Again, replace a third original monkey with a new one. The new one makes it to the stairs and is attacked as well. Two of the four monkeys that beat him have no idea why they were not permitted to climb the stairs, or why they are participating in the beating of the newest monkey. After replacing the fourth and fifth original monkeys, all the monkeys which have been sprayed with cold water have been replaced. Nevertheless, no monkey ever again approaches the stairs. Why not?

Level 2

Well, I could not sleep like usual. Was up till after four when I finally gave up and took an ambian. That shidt is like a dream. Knocks ya out like the George Foreman grill. The problem is that you get dependent on it way to quick. To combat this I have a feeling that I will be staying up all night long this weekend. Skip a night of sleep and try to reset my clock, we shall see how it goes. There is a show up here in Seattle that I would not mind going to. Problem is finding a place to stay afterwards. Maybe I will ask my ex if I can stay till Sunday. I don't feel unconfortable here it is just that you know that she really doesn't want you there anymore but with residual feelings keeps her from just throwing me out on the street.

I finally got my Honda working after a few years of makeshifting it to work. I was impressed on how easy it was to. I think I wired one of my blinkers wrong cuz that my other blinker doesn't work now. My ex said it worked in the beforetime. Dunno. I may unwire it and rewire it just to keep my mind at peace. I guess as long as I don't blow it up right :). Later today or tomorrow I will go put new tires on it and it will be rockin and rolling. Its an old 1982 Honda civic that I should of sold a long time ago. But, I just cant sell her. The car runs great and I would never get close to what I would want for it. Bluebook is like $200. I even offered to let TOO COOL (that's what I have decided to call the Con in my previous post) drive it while he was going through his court case. To my knowledge he has refused that offer and would rather drive his 10k SUV that he should sell to help pay back some of the bail money. I should rewire the radio too so I can get stereo once again. Was not that big a deal when I was in the Couv since I mostly listened AM Talk Radio.

Old news Natasha Yar is dead the giant ink stain killed her. And she thought that her carrer was going to explode after she left Star Trek. Think I saw her in a movie of the week once. I bet that payed well.

Level 1.5

Well, here I am I should of done this in the morning when I'm fresh but what the hell its 2 am and I'm sober! Woot night owls rule. I guess I will spill the beans a bit then go from there.

Lets talk about me and only me for a bit. I am a bum and one of the laziest people you will ever meet. Oh I am surprised that I got the motivation to write this. Why am I lazy? Honestly, its cuz that I am not really good at anything. Ok at a lot of stuff but never any good to be really proud of what I have done. Currently I am living up in (edit to protect locaton) and have applied to several jobs at CompanyX. What is sad is the job agent stopped sending me jobs. Hehe talk about rejection. Oh well I'm more of a small business kind of guy. Also I will be moving back to Vancouver Washington in the coming days. Five and a half years of a failed relationship, sucks. Life goes on ya know. So, its back to my home town. My ex put a restraining order on me for a week and a half. The sad part was that she filed while I was over a thousand miles away. ---------------What was the hardest part, she brought up my past in this order. I openly shared my past with her and I comes back to haunt me. I would like to clarify that I have not harmed her in anyway. I actually was using some references in an argument about a guy that she has a big crush on. (edit to protect peoples feelings)

I was just talking to one of my friends about relationships and I have come to the conclusion that honesty is NOT the best option. From now on I have been with 2 women and that it. I am not friends with those 2 women and I cant stand them. I honestly don't know why women are afraid of ex's that I associate with. I mean if they still want to talk to me I can't be that bad of a guy.

Sipping on some nice Macallan right now. Man I love a good scotch. My friend Mark got me into scotch. He was a good guy. He was my first real friend to kill himself. This was the only point in my life so far where I have completely broke down and just cried, wept, bawled if you will. The hardest part was that he was recovering from addiction and having real trouble with depression. The day before he shot himself I came across a link that someone posted on one of my website haunts. They spoke of the pain of addiction and the ensuing depression that comes with recovery. They spoke of suicide, the escape. It went on with people giving reassurances that the pain would go away in time. I thought about sending him this link for encouragement but put it off cuz I'm lazy. The next day he shot himself. I know that he had already made up his mind some time before. But, I just feel that maybe just maybe he could of read it and changed his mind. I still live with this guilt.