I have stopped biting my nails I have a few relapses but since my 36 bday I have really done well. I figure I should start this up again. Maybe squeeze out some decent ramblings.
In a split second
Just some schloc that has nothing better to do. Enjoy my horrible writing and poor proof reading.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
what a day!
Well a few days ago I went to see a new doctor that is a bit closer to me than my doc that I was seeing who lived in Mcminnville ore. Yea long drive! Well when I went to see him I quickly discovered this guy is a total nut. Everyone said hes a good doc but a nut none the less. So we go through all the BS, I tell him of my chronic pain, what I do for a living, and why I wanted to see him. Well the first thing he tells me is to lose weight. Duh, so we went though my family lines of health problems. Well as I already knew I was screwed do to my blood line! But one thing can help me ya know what that was yup drop lbs. Witch is true and I have been lazy since my job ended and gained a few back that I lost while I was working. I find it so much easier to work out during lunch than doing it at home where I can find something that needs to be done or something good on TV. I must push myself. Anywho after he tells me I'm gonna die sometime in the next 50 years, OH NOOOZ! I get the lecture on how my life would be better living a better lifestyle. All this I know. But its nice to get yelled at by a doc. The he tells me to hop on the bench and strip down to my undies so he can give me a full examination. So he pokes and prawds, tells me to breath deep, pushes on my organs, looks in my eyes and mouth. Looks good he said! Hope off the stool plz. So I do. Next thing my undies are down by my ankles and hes feeling me up. Wow normally I have to pay a hooker 50 bucks for that! Spun me around and got my first ever colon examination! All I could think is of that scene of Fletch where sings. Well at least that's all good so I hope not to do that for atleast another 10 year. I got tons of samples and my Rx that I needed. I did get another talk about addiction I assured him that I have been careful not to abuse since the meds work and don't want to loose them as my best option.
Well you would think that would be enough trauma for a normal person right? Not for me! Being in a fragile mood I stopped and a store and bought me a TWIX bar so soothe my inner child that was crying for his Mom. I took a big bite of that Twix goodness. Chew, chew chew.....CRUNCH!! WTF! Fuck I knew it I yell. I search for the cause of that wonderful sound. I find it..........A FUCKING gold filling from my ..31 molar! Lucky for me the pack didn't come out with it so I was not in pain. So now I got some temp filling crud in my tooth as I wait for UW dental school to call me for a apt.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Monday, April 03, 2006
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Dark Side Of The Moon - Ernesto Vs Bastian
Try a run, try a hide,
Escape your only truth, for a while
Live the past, create a picture, it won't last
A million colours to a lie, it won't last
When the sun is cold and black
When you wanna scream and shout
And the record plays the dark side of the moon
Brighter days, on a distant shore
You realized it's steep, to the top
When the sun is cold and black
When you wanna scream and shout
And the record plays the dark side of the moon
When the sun is cold and black
When you wanna scream and shout
And the record plays the dark side of the moon
So good.. let me lose myself..
So good.. let me lose myself..
When the sun is cold and black
When you wanna scream and shout
And the record plays the dark side of the moon
When the sun is cold and black
When you wanna scream and shout
And the record plays the dark side of the moon
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Now this is a sweet watch.
Monday, January 23, 2006
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Monday, November 14, 2005
hitchhikers guide to the galaxy
Just watched hitchhikers guide to the galaxy if you can watch the old version from the BBC or find the audio version even better.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Don't be afraid of doing good. It's another name for happiness,
for all that is dear and delightful--this phrase "doing good."Whoever would live well,
Long lasting, bringing bliss--Let him be generous, be calm,And cultivate the doing of good.
By practicing these three,These three bliss-bringing things,
The wise one lives without regretHis world infused with happiness.
-Itivuttaka Sutta